Rants

Soooo...Karlyn moved into this huge 7 bedroom house with people that i hate with a passion, and vise-versa and it frustrate's me to no end. Lets look at this situation, i can't hang out with her anymore bc she with those fuckers all the time, and social event she tries to drag me along knowing that these people see me as shit in their eyes. it's also frustrating to the fact that she's only known these people for a good 3 months? tops...i've offered her to stay at my apartment pretty much free of charge, in the city where she's going to school, she's high up in the company that we work for (Carlson), and could easily be transfered. Its just bull. I'm losing my best friend to fuckers that hate me and it's frustrating. AAAAAAHHHHADF:ASJ FASdfjasdfjasd tasfj AWDF?SDJFAS!@#$!@#$!#$r@#$


just thinking about the whole thing really pisses me off...

i know it's selfish of me to say, but maybe karlyn and chris shouldn't have broken up...or something, bc with all the shit that both of them have put me through bc of it...URGGADFADF AJK...for months now i've been dealing with Chris's fucking emo ass saying "why did she leave me after sooo long" then 5 minutes later freaking out and calling her a slut and that he wants to kill her and take himself out as well, and then 20 mins later want her back and wonder why she left him...it's bullshit. And Karlyn...well, i am happy she moved on fast...but then she slept with...a few guys in less than two weeks of it ending. But now, i can't fucking hang out with her at ALL. she's with those fucking people who treated me like shit in high school bc i had dark skin and i'm a gay. It's fucking insulting to me for her to ask me to hang out with them, or get to know them bc they're not bad people. FUCK THAT. i confronted her about it before, and she said the whole situation made her sick...And now she's moving in with Halve of them...

i'm just fucking pissed and i dont want to talk to either one of them right now.


wow i'm really frustrated and i need a smoke, BAD.

TorchWood

IS AN AMAZING FUCKEN SHOW YO! It's a welsch tv series that have to do with Aliens and modern type issues, and it's fucking awesome and funny. But, the best part about the whole fucking thing is that the main Character is a flamming oMo Yo! lol...and he's fiine...suupa fine. He's really super attractive in my mind.

You know what i've just realized? I'm talking like a crazy hormonal teenager who so engulfed in their teeny-bopperness they dont even notice O_O. Eek.

*sigh* he's so dreamy.... (dies)

Shut your fucking face uncle fuckaaaa

LOL, this song always puts a smile on my face as screwed up as it is, lol.

oufda...long few days.

Chris is developing a large drinking problem...and he spilt beer on my laptop and laughed about it last night, without a single mention of replacing it, all he could fucking say was "oooh yeah, it was amy's fault she spilt the beer" bear in mind it was Chris who aimlessly pushed her into the beer in the first place, so technically i need to hold both of them responsible. URGE! just thinking about how fucking annoying he is, is getting on my nerve's. He really needs to be commited...or something bc this is getting out of hand.

SO, not really thinking about Paul...la la la la. OH, speaking of guy, i think i met one:D Very nice guy, didn't say a lot to him but we did that eye thing, and then looking away and smiling, and not really rememebering what we we're doing. lol, i was paying my rent at the owner-people's place. It was really patheic actually, the only thing that he and i had even briefly talked about was gas prices and driving behind semi's is a great way to save gas, and it is dude!

Fucking, my hippy killing SUV gets 16mpg on highway (mainly bc i'm going 85) BUT! the computer said 16.6 mpg, and immediatly getting behind the semi it shot up to 36.4MPG!!!! DUDE! that's an extra 20mpg:D

Sadly i didn't get his name or anything, but i know i have to go there once a month, lol.

*i kisses a boy and i liked i it...lol

He ran into my knife ten times

Pauls fine, lots of drama, and i'm going to kill him when he gets back to america. Thus the running into my knife ten times. Not going into details, but it's bad...

*sigh* i need to relax...this weekend, the beach, corona, bbq, and swimming, waiting for it...hmmm, i want it to be saturday -_-

Distressed and freaking out

Paul's been missing since monday morning. And no one can find him. his credit cards, passport, are still at the cabin, and his snowboarding gear is gone as well as his board. It's like 11:30pm there or something and they've had a search party going on since this morning there time. REbecca called me at work last night to ask me if i had heard from him at all, and had me check his facebook since i know his mail and password. Nothing...he's just gone and i feel utterly helpless with the fact that i can't do shit about anything right now. Though, i do have hope bc the major ski lifts have been down since it's the summer and low valley skiing/snowboarding is the only mountain activity allowed at this time. It's either he's deads somewhere, or he's going to be if he just hasn't told anyone where the fuck he is and i get to him.



*sigh* i dont know what the fuck to do

You say Potato, i say Vodka

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah what if god smoked cannabiS?

lol, sorry it was on my mind O_o. Erin is in Menomonie for a few days and i'm stuck here in Eau Claire all alone and bored. And, as much as i hate to say it i can't afford to spend 70$ worth of gas every 5 days in my car. My hippy killing SUV is starting to take it's toll on me O_o.

And i really don't have anything else to rant on about...OH, hey, Paul sent me a really cute pictuire of him and i'll post it for funs:D i call it deer in headlights

Minneapolis Pride, AWESOME

oh yeh, this year has totally been the best year EVER! We actually took the time to look at the attractions and shop, and really enjoy the Parade, even though it seemed shorter than other years. But, never the less aweosome in many ways:D Saw only 1 ex, hit on a lot, had my ass grabbed twice. good times:D

Stopped at MOA afterwards, bought another Roberto Cavali shirt of which i am wearing a the moment, its purdy.

my poor friend Nate was being cool on his BMX bike at pride, and did some backflip 360 that went totally wrong and he fucked up his face and arms pretty bad o_o.

Yesterday i had PTO and just relaxed. it was nice:D and then around 1 am last night i get this call from Jeremy and Chris telling me that they found this gay guy that's totally my type and hand me the phone. You know, small chit chat for a while and he left his business card with Chris to give to me and he'd email me at some point. Then a little while later i'm still on the phone with Jeremy and i can hear this guy in the background and it's the guy i was talking to (oh his name is Matt btw) and i hear him say "Hey, ask him if he know's Gustavo Best" i overheard it and i yelled into the phone "yes i know that back stabbing fucker!" and jeremy starts laughing and apparently Matt heard me to bc he was laughing too.Then i heard Matt say something like he's had sex with Gus three times today already, even though they are broken up and yadda yadda. And i'm on the phone just thinking "wow, this guys is just as sleazy as Gus" and then i think to myself...wait, i really shouldn't judge someone just bc of the people they fuck with or hang around with. *sigh* so, i suppose i'd give the guy a chance, or whatever O_o.

Some guy gave me his number as well when i was walking across the loring bridge in minneapolis. odd, though brave and cute, he just walked up to me and said "i think your really attractive, take my number" lol. i love people in minneapolis...i want to move there after this weekend:D

Translation, i either need to win the lottery, or marry paul and divorce/kill him for a large sum of monays. LOL. wow now i'm starting to sounds like mah momma. lol. jk, i wouldn't actually divorce Paul >:D

Speaking of such things, you get a lot more attention when you wear a wedding band...lol...no further comment at this time.