Stress-almost done

Ok, so for the past few days i've only come to realize that the lease for Chris and Geoff ends next week...lol, franticly trying to find an apartment. Gave the jeep to erin, i dont need it and it's so banged up (X 4 car accidents this year alone) i wouldn't get anything out of it. SO, soon i may be a proud driver of an 2000 Land Rover Discovery series II. Great price too. Mileage won't be a problem bc my co-worker Aimee lives halveway from EC to Menomonie, and i could ride to work with her from her house. SO, 30 miles a day round trip as is opposed to 60, dude i'm so in that.

OUfda, housing shouldn't be a problem anymore either. i have an appointment to look at tow housed tomorrow. A new townhouse for 850$ and 4 bedrooms. Or, and older house (10 years) for 800$ a month, but 6 bedrooms and a three car Garage...It's actually a hard choice bc i do want a new townhouse...and it's only a 2 car garage...which would mean i'd have to fight Jeremy, CLayton, Geoff, and Kyle for a Garage space....i'm leaning towards the cheaper older house now that i think of it. I mean, it's cheapter, closer to the liquir store, block away from the gas station, close to STout...three car garage...hmmm. yeAH

anyway's back to work:D

Chicks Dig me

LOL, no joke dude. Women are seriously falling left and right man. I can't name any names in fear of them finding out, but only recently have i heard on multiple accounts " i wish you were straight" or "why can't you be straight?" lol. I discussed this thing with Chris and the conversation (as stoned off my ass as i was) it made sence. Women, are drawn to things they can't have...that goes for males as well, human nature in itself. Women see more the emotional stand point from my gay self b/c there isn't any pressure to get down and dirty, thus any doubt's about hanging out can happen without the dwindeling thought of "is this a date?" Given also, gay men are usually out spoken, and know what to say at the right moment (like cracking jokes, sexual enuendos).

I mentioned to Chris he should say he's Bi and women would find him more attractive, lol.


Argh, back to work, break is over O_o

SINGIN' WHAOOOOO, WHOAAAAAAWOOOOOOOO

(Weezer-Perfect Situation)

Shit man, i should have been a football player. i think about it now, and i have the right body type, and i could easily build up endurance and body strength. Then eventually make my way up to make Tom Brady mah hubby. lol. I would have to agree with Mark when all i want to do is drop kick giselle bundtchen and steal her man, lol. Or dating JD fortune or something.

Working overtime again -_-. We are extremely behind in our work and we gonna die if it's not compelted.

Check should be ok, close to 900$. Which would be good bc living with two "guys" that dont really know how to cook for themselves...or do laundry...or clean...or wear any clothes when it's hott in the apartment (not that i'm complaining, lol).

Then i can buy extra groceries and cleaning supplies. I suppose it's good practice for when i have kid(s) in a few years.

OUfda, time for work:D

We are indeed still alive

No one seem's to understand the stress i've been going through for a while now. The machine that was able to smash atom's to re-create the big bang. Good god i was freaking out! I had read into it, and tons of well known and established scientists had theories that the machine may actually cause a black hole and implode the earther, thus distroying our universe as we know it. lol. SO, when they ran the experiment today i was happy to still be alive, i almost cried actually...mainly bc i was so far away from my bio family, and there are tons of things i haven't bought yet that i want to get and play with before mah ass goes 6 feet under.

Speaking on the note of death, my sister Bethany wants to be mummified...like, organs taken out and shit like that, and apparently, it's legal in Florida...why Florida? i don't know. One of my mom's (the little mom lesbian) wants to be put out on some hill for animals to pick at so she can be one with Nature (yeah, my family is full of dun gone crazies). For me, i don't know quite yet. I know i have an last will of testimony, since my little sister died and no one knew what to do, and i can't remember for the love of me what the hell i had put down O_o. For Sure, that if it came to life support, i wanted to stay on life support for at least 10 months...then i'm not sure what happen's after that O_o.

Working at United Health Care is great...but i'm having issues working. We Migrated a huge universal system this week, and all our old system for processing things are now outdated, and can only be used as reference tools for the new system...and well, the new system is crap, there are tons of gliches and issues...it blows.

I just feel so...left out-type feeling. I'm spending the last few months of my teenage years in this coffin cube. And once i turn 20, the few things i have to look foreward too is turning 21, kids, house, speedboat, retirement, and then death. (argh)

I hope Kyle and Jeremy are at my apartment tonight, i don't want to be sober, lol.

No Audi for me

Talked financial details with the mommies and apparently the way i spend money, and frivilous shopping exceeds my spending limit, if that made any sence? Point in being i'm spending more than i'm making (Perry Ellis spending for the past month 400$, CK-150$, entertainment-500$ rent-445$, gas...not that much since i'm carpooling right now and haven't really touched the SUV-80$) And there's no room for carpayment, lol. i supposed i could lay off buying clothes for a while, and take down the entertainment budget (it's only that high bc i'm usually the one to pay for dinners/movies/groceries/booze/other addictive things). I suppose i should stop that O-o.

*sigh* and at the same time I’m actually getting really sick of it all. I’m not getting anywhere, with as much as I’m spending on other things like rent; I could be buying a house, or a really fucken expensive car, lol. I need to change my habits...fo real this time. Not buy designer...buy groceries instead of eating out all the time...actually washing clothes, instead of just buying more to replace the old ones, no more random trips to the cities at 3 am and blow tons of money on random things, not pay for everyone for everything. *sigh*

Love life-hehehe, college students moved back, I’ve been gettin' laid so much...i don't even want it anymore, lol. slutty move, but 2 different guys in less than 12 hours, lol. Yeah, go me. Hookups from last year that i can do such acts with, with no oddness afterwards, Like a handshake in gay world.
Paul is stalking me still -_-. Sadly Mark is visiting his family and helping his dad with something in Albany. Hung out with Ryan twice, and occasionally play halo3 together online. He's pretty cool, another gay guy I can actually stand, without the wanting to get into his pants, bc surprisingly I don’t O_o. He's really attractive actually, but I don’t see him that way so it's a good thing, lol.