No Audi for me

Talked financial details with the mommies and apparently the way i spend money, and frivilous shopping exceeds my spending limit, if that made any sence? Point in being i'm spending more than i'm making (Perry Ellis spending for the past month 400$, CK-150$, entertainment-500$ rent-445$, gas...not that much since i'm carpooling right now and haven't really touched the SUV-80$) And there's no room for carpayment, lol. i supposed i could lay off buying clothes for a while, and take down the entertainment budget (it's only that high bc i'm usually the one to pay for dinners/movies/groceries/booze/other addictive things). I suppose i should stop that O-o.

*sigh* and at the same time I’m actually getting really sick of it all. I’m not getting anywhere, with as much as I’m spending on other things like rent; I could be buying a house, or a really fucken expensive car, lol. I need to change my habits...fo real this time. Not buy designer...buy groceries instead of eating out all the time...actually washing clothes, instead of just buying more to replace the old ones, no more random trips to the cities at 3 am and blow tons of money on random things, not pay for everyone for everything. *sigh*

Love life-hehehe, college students moved back, I’ve been gettin' laid so much...i don't even want it anymore, lol. slutty move, but 2 different guys in less than 12 hours, lol. Yeah, go me. Hookups from last year that i can do such acts with, with no oddness afterwards, Like a handshake in gay world.
Paul is stalking me still -_-. Sadly Mark is visiting his family and helping his dad with something in Albany. Hung out with Ryan twice, and occasionally play halo3 together online. He's pretty cool, another gay guy I can actually stand, without the wanting to get into his pants, bc surprisingly I don’t O_o. He's really attractive actually, but I don’t see him that way so it's a good thing, lol.