Rants

Soooo...Karlyn moved into this huge 7 bedroom house with people that i hate with a passion, and vise-versa and it frustrate's me to no end. Lets look at this situation, i can't hang out with her anymore bc she with those fuckers all the time, and social event she tries to drag me along knowing that these people see me as shit in their eyes. it's also frustrating to the fact that she's only known these people for a good 3 months? tops...i've offered her to stay at my apartment pretty much free of charge, in the city where she's going to school, she's high up in the company that we work for (Carlson), and could easily be transfered. Its just bull. I'm losing my best friend to fuckers that hate me and it's frustrating. AAAAAAHHHHADF:ASJ FASdfjasdfjasd tasfj AWDF?SDJFAS!@#$!@#$!#$r@#$


just thinking about the whole thing really pisses me off...

i know it's selfish of me to say, but maybe karlyn and chris shouldn't have broken up...or something, bc with all the shit that both of them have put me through bc of it...URGGADFADF AJK...for months now i've been dealing with Chris's fucking emo ass saying "why did she leave me after sooo long" then 5 minutes later freaking out and calling her a slut and that he wants to kill her and take himself out as well, and then 20 mins later want her back and wonder why she left him...it's bullshit. And Karlyn...well, i am happy she moved on fast...but then she slept with...a few guys in less than two weeks of it ending. But now, i can't fucking hang out with her at ALL. she's with those fucking people who treated me like shit in high school bc i had dark skin and i'm a gay. It's fucking insulting to me for her to ask me to hang out with them, or get to know them bc they're not bad people. FUCK THAT. i confronted her about it before, and she said the whole situation made her sick...And now she's moving in with Halve of them...

i'm just fucking pissed and i dont want to talk to either one of them right now.


wow i'm really frustrated and i need a smoke, BAD.