I don't actually remember his name, but he works in a different department for our company, and i can't help but sneak moments of sexual harrasment towards this man. i just can't help but look...he has the utmost perfect i've ever seen in jeans.
It does blow though, i'm pretty sure he has a b/f and isn't on the market as far as i know. LOL, and i'm not about to go into home wrecker mod, like i did with Scott....wow, that turned out for the worst O_O.
Although, i did have my highschool moment at my cube last week. I had driven my SUV to work, and left the windows down in the parking lot. Apparently he parked next to me, and had noticed that the windows we're down. nicole and Nichole we're standing by my desk, and then he walked over, both nicoles just looked at me and smiled bc they knew i had a tad of a crush on this guy. Anyhoo, he walked over smiling and my heart just jumped (highschool moment) and it's sad bc the only exchange of words between us had been "hey, i parked next to you and your windows are down" i replied" oh, ok Thanks (big smile)" i think he said "no problem" or "your welcome" one or the other. And they he jumped into my lap and we went at it right then and there in the office...lol, or at least it played that way in my mind, lol.
*sigh* sadly no, he walked away, and i just smiled, it totally made my day that day.
Talked to Paul from his parents satelite phone last night, France is awesome apparently and he went White water Rafting or something O_o. He also mentioned that he met this really hott italian guy in a Sauna, and he didn't sleep with him....wtf? oh yeah, bc Pauls in love with me and he must bring up the fact that he loves me everytime we talk, and mention something about how much he loves me...urg! lol...but i think about it overall and i think i need to stop seeing Paul at some point bc it's gotten to far past "pillow buddies" to continue...SO, that's going to go over well.
Minneapolis Pride is coming up, and i think i've maxed out my anticipation towards it. i think its going to be awesome and amazing...but it's going to be like the other years. Hott, expensive water (and i dont think 30$ pairs of underwear aren't expensive), 100's of thousands halve naked extremely well in shape gays around..nothing really new.
Although...i have to wonder if i might see John. John was my old youth leader at this GLBT club called Q2 back in 2003. And i thought at that time, and still do, that he is the most beautiful person i've ever met. Very good looking, Charming, Heart of Gold. he's the only guy since 13 (year i lost it and started sleeping with other men), that i've always felt something for. Even through my different relationships, if i thought about him i would feel the same way as i did wghen i first met him. Given, he was 25 when i was 13, and no waay did we ever do anything. But i'm 19 now, and wow he must be 31 now O_o. Still, given how i've felt about him for these years i'm positive that age wouldn't be a problem. *sigh* i did see him one year, probably 5 years ago i first saw him...yeah....
Anyhoo, suppose i should get back to work since mah break is ova. Laters
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