Paul Kensington, he lives up to his name, rich, snobby, doesn't/hasn't worked an entire day in his life, lives off trustfund, and mummy and daddy pay the bills. Parents, huge realtors in London, Washington, NY, and LA. Sister is Rebecca Kensington, loves eating, snowboarding and Political Science.
Met Paul through his cousin robert, met Robert a an Unitarian Universalists Conference in Minneapolis a few years ago.
Story with Paul-When i first met Paul, there wasn't any dating or friends, we just hopped into the sack and did the dirty. Which i had been fine with for a while BC i hadn't actually wanted anything from him, relationship wise. But, as time went on we started hanging out, going on dates, doing extremely random things at all hours of the night. It was going great, and then we started to involve Paul's roomate Mark in our nightly romp-around...it got even better. The first night we all got in on it...it was a Wednesday, and i was supposed to be meeting people for a party, but instead i got mixed up with Paul and Mark. It just started out Paul and i making out in the kitchen while trying to get a cup of milk BC i had heartburn, but Paul kept saying " i'll show you some good milk" and kept pushing me away from the fridge in a playful manner, lol. Mark finally walks up to the fridge and pours a glass of milk and starts drinking it in front of me. I called him a bastard and sprayed water at him from the facet-handle-thing and he pours the entire glass of milk onto Paul and i. Knowing i'm not going to the party with ruin clothes i went all out and douced Paul and Mark with water as Mark attacks Paul with a jug of milk, Paul runs outside while it's raining and strips down to his boxerbriefs (of course they're white so i can see everything) Mark does the same as he's still holding the damn jug of milk spraying it around.
Then unspokenly they both attack me, Paul starts to un-botton my shirt and he's kissing me. Mark walks up behind me and puts his hands on my uppershoulders, and slowly moves his hands down towards my pants. At this point i didn't know up from down and didn't really care about what was going on between us all. Mark puts his thumbs in my pants and pulls them down, Paul has the front of my shirt undone, and halveway down my arms. It was like the beggining of a soft core pornO_O, right in the backyard, lol thank god the porch light was off bc i remember looking over and seeing the neighbors sitting down and having dinner in one house over and thinking "omg there going to see three halve naked gay guys just going at in the backyard" lol. Things got really heavy, and before i knew it i was topping Paul, and Mark was topping me right there on the back porch.
Had i known all the drama that would come of it, i wouldn't have let progresses to that. Things like this happened for a few weeks, then Paul started getting jealous and i was starting to like Mark. Hung out with Mark more than Paul. Slept a few times together without Paul, while Paul wasn't home, or he would come over to my apartment.
This is where the Not-So-Married-Anymore-Guy comes into play. Scott, met him almost 2 years ago now, started seeing him, he told me that his wife and he were in the middle of getting a divorce, yadda yadda. I stopped seeing him prior to meeting Paul and Mark, ages ago. SO, how he fits in is one day when Paul was in LA, and Mark was busy so i called Scott bc i was...lonely? lol...and things with him hit off again...at this time he was still married, and i was "the other woman" to her lol. Another week or so went by and i was with Scott at the mall, not sure why, but just hanging out. Then Paul call's me and asked if i wanted to come over and play HALO. I told Paul i was with someone, but i'm pretty sure at the time he thought i was just with a friend. Even after telling him "hey, if i do, do you mind if i bring someone" So, Scott and i drove to Paul's to play HALO, and things we're going ok for a little bit.
Hell broke loose when Scott kissed me and asked if i wanted Ice Cream BC coldstone was 2 mins away. It finally clicked in Paul's head that Scott wasn't just a friend, and he looked at me confused and a little shocked. Scott left for ice cream, and Paul looked me dead in the eye and said "what? i wasn't good enough?" Moreso a hurt feeling towards it than angry. We talked about how we never made anything official, and i was in it for the fun. And amazingly, Paul took it as ok and was extremely calm BC at the time he agreed. So, things were going good, and then Mark walks into the house, see's me and jumps into my lap as i'm trying to play video games. It was like a car accident going to happen, and you know it's going to happen, but you can't provent it and you can't look away. Scott comes back and Paul opened the door to unveil Mark with his shirt off on my lap, and scott's face just dumbfounded. Scott walks in, and i swear to god my thoughts we're that he's going to snap and kill all of us right now. But...he didn't.
Scott came to the couch and introduced himself to Mark as he was still on top of me. I tilted my head back and said "hi" very reluctantly. Scott went in for a spider man kiss, and then Mark jumped off of me like lightning. Scott smiled and looked at Mark and said "who's this?" in like a "bom chika wah wah" kinda voice. Introduction's went all around and freakishly no one was angry, no one was hurt, we just sat there and played Halo. WTf right?
Later on that night we started drinking, ordered pizza, played Halo, you know, just hanging out. Things god strange after that, Paul and Mark started making out in the middle of a game, which was a tad frustrating bc we were up a good 3 to win, but then we got owned. Naturally Scott and i started making out, and he took off his pants and said in my ear like it was sexy "i have a problem if you wanna help me with it" LOL! Seriously? FOR REAL? lol, bitch i don't wanna help you through any of yo crazy ass marriage-non-marriage problems. (this was my mind set at the time). He started getting touchy, and my pants came undone. His hand went EVERywhere down there, and i couldn't help but be a little vocal. At which time Paul and Mark took notice..lol. Mark came over and threw his hand down there as well, then they both took my pants/underwear completely off, both started blowing me, it was amazing... Paul came out of no where, i started blowing him...Wow, it just got crazy from there. this person in that person, while doing this to that person and everyone focused on this person and then this person...omg it was hectic. Never thought my first foursome would end up like that O_o. lol
So, all of use had nights like that from then on, i was usually the one to get involved every single time though, even when i wasn't expecting it. I didn't feel dirty, or ashamed...it was fun, and we we're all in agreement that this is what we wanted.
A few week's later, Paul asked me to merry him, and i told him i would think about it. Randomly one night as he and i were watching tv he pulled out and ring, told me he loved me and tried putting the ring on. Fortunatly it was too small, and i told him to raincheck, lol. He was a little hurt from that, i know, but i didn't know who to tell him no. His skiing trip in France came up, and Mark when to LA to see Blake. during the first few days of Paul being gone, something sparked with Scott that sent him on a rampage against Paul. Scott called Paul and told him that i was just using Paul, for this and that, and that i can't stand him. Which is not true, but Scott felt the need to dismiss Paul completely from my life. Paul took it seriously...so he dissapeared for 4 days in france. I thought he may have died bc back at the Cabin, his snowboarding gear was gone and his passports and stuff we're still at the cabin. Nevertheless, Paul showed up after 4 days of hard drinking, and doing drugs with hippies from Italy. I wasn't to happy...with Scott as well BC i had found out the things that Scott said. A that point i stopped talking to Scott competely...even until now.
Paul finally came back and we started fighting about everything. The last night i really spent time with Paul he got violent with me. The argument escallated, and as i was trying to leave he grabbed my arm, and jerked me towards him, i slapped him and left. Abviously it hasn't been the same between us anymore, even though we've made amends. Now, he just stalks me, call's me at 4 am drunk and crying...i can't take it anymore. He followed me home once...its just to much with him.
I continued to see Mark, and hung out and all the good stuff until i met Branden at the laundry mat. But now that i'm not with Branden anymore...i don't know. I wouldn't mind hanging out with him but i don't know if i could do anything else. Things are just way to complicated now...
God, listen to me i sound like i'm wrting a book or something. Lol, sorry i'm blogging about how it is, i've had my good graphic moments, and then complete shit in the past year. Oufda.
As of now, i'm not really seeing anyone...which i think is a good thing bc i need to slow all this crazy shit down. it's getting old, and i'm ready to move on from it. It's been situations like this for the longest time now. Oufda, i think i just wanted to vent, and vent i did. you know, have a but of closure with the past few dramatic things O-o.
anyway...i is done.
(lol, i know this makes it even worse, but there's Janson and Kyle, that i haven't bothered to mention due to the graphic content, lol)
