Sleep Deprived

I've had 1.4 hours of sleep in the past 24 hours, and i'm draggin soo bad. Had Dinner with a co-worker last night @ 1 am, drove to menomonie, took care of Kasey bc he was having Asthma problems, and it turns out that i left my company issued credit card in eau claire so when i called in an albuterol inhalor, i couldn't get it b/c of that. Kasey should be ok until tomorrow morning when i can pick it up.

I stayed up with Chris, Kasey Geoff and Stan until about 10:40, and then Erin woke me up at 11:09 to drive back to eau claire from menomonie. Got back, felt extremely sick, started throwing up, and then blood started coming out from my mouth. Freaked out, called my mom, she told me to go to Urgent Care...i didn't, lol. I was soo tired driving and bleeding at the mouth certainly help. SO, i napped for about an hour and a halve. Got dressed and came to work. Eventful i know.

Pahoua will be in the cities during Pride so i'm stoked to hang around 100's of thousands of gays with her, should be Awesome.

Right now i feel weak, and shaky, mainly due to lack of sleep. Urg....

Anyhoo, break is almost over :(

Perfect Ass Guy lol

I don't actually remember his name, but he works in a different department for our company, and i can't help but sneak moments of sexual harrasment towards this man. i just can't help but look...he has the utmost perfect i've ever seen in jeans.

It does blow though, i'm pretty sure he has a b/f and isn't on the market as far as i know. LOL, and i'm not about to go into home wrecker mod, like i did with Scott....wow, that turned out for the worst O_O.

Although, i did have my highschool moment at my cube last week. I had driven my SUV to work, and left the windows down in the parking lot. Apparently he parked next to me, and had noticed that the windows we're down. nicole and Nichole we're standing by my desk, and then he walked over, both nicoles just looked at me and smiled bc they knew i had a tad of a crush on this guy. Anyhoo, he walked over smiling and my heart just jumped (highschool moment) and it's sad bc the only exchange of words between us had been "hey, i parked next to you and your windows are down" i replied" oh, ok Thanks (big smile)" i think he said "no problem" or "your welcome" one or the other. And they he jumped into my lap and we went at it right then and there in the office...lol, or at least it played that way in my mind, lol.

*sigh* sadly no, he walked away, and i just smiled, it totally made my day that day.

Talked to Paul from his parents satelite phone last night, France is awesome apparently and he went White water Rafting or something O_o. He also mentioned that he met this really hott italian guy in a Sauna, and he didn't sleep with him....wtf? oh yeah, bc Pauls in love with me and he must bring up the fact that he loves me everytime we talk, and mention something about how much he loves me...urg! lol...but i think about it overall and i think i need to stop seeing Paul at some point bc it's gotten to far past "pillow buddies" to continue...SO, that's going to go over well.

Minneapolis Pride is coming up, and i think i've maxed out my anticipation towards it. i think its going to be awesome and amazing...but it's going to be like the other years. Hott, expensive water (and i dont think 30$ pairs of underwear aren't expensive), 100's of thousands halve naked extremely well in shape gays around..nothing really new.

Although...i have to wonder if i might see John. John was my old youth leader at this GLBT club called Q2 back in 2003. And i thought at that time, and still do, that he is the most beautiful person i've ever met. Very good looking, Charming, Heart of Gold. he's the only guy since 13 (year i lost it and started sleeping with other men), that i've always felt something for. Even through my different relationships, if i thought about him i would feel the same way as i did wghen i first met him. Given, he was 25 when i was 13, and no waay did we ever do anything. But i'm 19 now, and wow he must be 31 now O_o. Still, given how i've felt about him for these years i'm positive that age wouldn't be a problem. *sigh* i did see him one year, probably 5 years ago i first saw him...yeah....


Anyhoo, suppose i should get back to work since mah break is ova. Laters

Damage Control

So, i've been going to Menomonie almost everynight for the past few days...it's been interesting. Mainly hanging out with Chris and Kasey. And to be honest it makes me a little jealous having KAsey there. Chris hasn't seen Kasey in a year or so, but since then i've become really good friends with Chris. Now that Kasey's back i feel a tad shunned. And it makes things aquard since Kasey is actually in love with Chris...like, love love. He's straight ( i think) but he really does love Chris with all his heart, and Chris is just flat out straight -_-. It makes for a good tv drama, lol.

Well, back to slaving away -_-

Sleepy

sleep deprivation suxs assness...in the bad way.

Although, with the sleep/dreams that you have tend to be much more interested bc your mind falls into the REM sleep cycle faster; thus making it easier to remember/control your dreams for your brain isn't used to shutting down so quickly, parts remain active and take longer to shut down like any other night. I find the human brain extrodinary:D

Anyhooz, drank a lot this weekend...really high too O_O. SO worth it though, and i did relax on saturday at the beach. hmmm, soft warm breeze, uv rays, sand, the sound of water, i loves it.

Minneapolis Pride is in a few weeks, totally stoked! and then again not...it's different in gay world bc you gotta look damn fine since there's going to be close to a few hundred thousand gays...lotsa gays O_O.

oufda, well yeah...

Genetically Modified Pets

Flat out...i need one, lol. They we're made available last year by this company in California. They we're able to modify Cats to be non-allergetic. Which would cure my issues:D
http://www.cnn.com/2004/TECH/10/27/biotechnology.cats/index.html



Plainly not going to France, today at UHG they had a mad layoff with 300 within our coorperation; they say it's b/c of not enough business staying with our coorperation, and to many employee's with the amount of work load...So, it's competely bullshit, and they're laying off high salary people/crappy processors to save a tad but of money since our stock isn't doing so well, and the economy is going to shit.

huge emergency meeting called today to tell us that, and that tons of people had been let go. It scared me shitless i'm not gonna lie, but at the same time, they let go of people that really needed this job. A Pregnant woman who's about to pop who already has 4 kids, and another with health problems. It's just bullshit...all of it...

And i can't help but feel guilty that these people who are in dire need of this job, and then there's me, 19 with no major financial problems, no kids, no car payments...nothing, i just have this job for shits and giggles. (ok, maybe not, i make a ton of money health benifits, retirement, and 401K). So i am extremely grateful i still have a job...but at the same time i just feel like i don't belong.....i dunno...


Maybe i should just un-happily merry Paul and be the stay at home wife with the credit cards, cars, and kids -_-

SHIT NO! i sound like my bio mother...not gonna be her, nvm...

Going to France?

So, Paul called me and left me a voicemail asking me if i we're interested in going to France with him for 3 weeks on a Skiing trip with his family. Rebecca (Pauls sister) is already there, and his parents would be arriving about the time we would get there. Plainly i dont want to go.

Reason one-i'd have to take time off work for this trip and my PTO hasn't been in the positive for a while now.
Reason two-i don't have a passport, and it would take three months to get anyway.
Reason Three-he may try to ask me to merry him...on the top of a mountian, with his family...in France...O_O.

I can't get away if i had said no, his fam-damly would ditch me in France and i'd be FUCKED.

OH! Fourth reason-i don't speak French, whereas Paul and Rebecca are fluent in Dutch ( i think that was it) and French, lol.

I'm stressed about the whole thing, and dont' want to deal with it o-o.

But, i have to deal with it, and by dealing with it, i'm going to have to figure out how to let Paul down lightly this time. B/c i do really like him as a friend (and the occasional lay...or threesome, and as of the past two times i've seen him the foursome, lol).

I know i joked about merrying extremely well off men, and now that it actually came into play...i want nothing but to run away and hate myself for even saying such a thing...fucking stab of irony.


Lol, and it doesn't help that everyone i've talked to about it doesn't see the point of not-going.

argh...

Enraged At Police Officers

Personally I’ve never been involved with Police officers; thank god I’ve always gotten off the hook with them. But, as a daily routine of watching MSNBC news while i'm supposed to be working something struck my full attention and i wanted to fucking go kill a cop. Onboard police cams showing extreme police brutality, and then the sentances of these police officers is FUCKING MINIMAL. three Days suspensions, Stress managment classes, THESE FUCKING MEN PUT CHILDREN'S LIVE'S AT STAKE AND THIS IS THE SIMPLE SHIT THEY ARE PUNISH WITH? FUCK THAT.

i fucking hate cops, nothing but armed guards ready to fucking take out anyone that steps out of line, fucking hate them.

I dont' get straight men/wow i've been really drunk this weekend

So, the reason for the title, is that....multiple times this weekend i've had "straight guys" hitting on me, putting their arms around my shoulder, lighting my cigarettes, asking me if i want a back massage, offering to buy me dinner. WTf is with all this shit?@?@! One right after a fucking-nother. Although, Clayton was really sweet, and cute...ARGh..yeah. Jeremy was drunk halve the time, but still. Claytons little brother was the one who asked me if i wanted a massage bc he saw me crack my neck while playing HALO. The problem is, he's been giving me these "eyes" for weeks now, and brings up gay sex almost every conversation we have. He's actually really attractive and jockey, but one problem, he's 15, LMFAO. given i'm only 19 but still, that's just...wrong. Like, i can see myself with older guys yeah, but someone younger than me? no... not so much.

SO schedual for this past weekend. friday night, Chris's house, drunk, passed out. Saturday night, worked until 11, hit up Dan's Party (Gus's Hags we're there and i swear they wanted to kill me), Hung out with Karlyn and got to know Spencer and Adam Argo (everyone's fantasy for Menomonie high school Graduating classes 05, 06, 07, and 08 This boy is fiiiiine as hell and wanted by EVERYONE, he's the man of mans-man man mans). lol, i'm outside having a smoke with Spencer (he says he's straight, but just looking at him contradicts that, OH, and he kept hitting on me and suggesting we get a hotel room, wtf>). I go back inside and i just see a slight glimpse of Karlyn head into the bathroom and i see Agam Argo go in after her. lol. 3 mins later Dan comes to me and says "Where's Karlyn, is she in the bathroom?" i said "yes" he just looked at me funny and said "your not telling me something...*i shrugged*...hey, were's Argo?" i wasn't gonna lie to the bastard "in the bathroom, and if your going to ask me if they're using the bathroom for what it was intended for, that i don't know" LOL, his face goes beat red and he freaked out (one, its his new house, two Karlyns is his little sister). Yeah, definatly saw buldging argo's penis through jeans, lol. Karlyn layed him later that night. And i gots ze details and apparently he's great in the sack, lol.

Oh, after Dan's party i went to Chris's and got really baked, lol. i actually thought that was was being passed around was a cheat cigar or swisher sweet...no, it was a HUGE blunt. lol. Got baked, passed out.

Last night, got off work @ 11 headed over to Chris's he turned 21 @ midnight, i was the sober driver...until we got back, lol. Drank and drank and drank. then like crazy XXXXXXX german porn we (we being clayton, jeremy, kinda chris, and Ian) all kinda fool around, and then we tie up Chris and whip him since it's his b-day, lol. Drunk and atemting to fool around doesn't work out so well, lol.

Played vodka pong afterwards...and after that i dont even remember getting into Geoff's bed and passing out. I woke up @ 1:14 today, and i was supposed to be in EC at 1 so i can meet the movers for my new furniture, lol. didn't happen, i was late as hell...and then i came to work and i'm fucking hung over like a mo fo.

ERgh, lol. but it was fun:D

Speaking of which Mark just sent me a text and i think i know whats going on tonight >:D

oooh yeah:D

WtF>?

Stressfull days here at UHG...bout' ready to jump off a fucking bridge.
Work Sucks.


Sex is getting more interesting the more i push away Paul
Sex is Good

I can't stand how much i'm going to be paying for gas if it reaches 5$ a gallon.
Gas Prices Suck

I'm going Back home this weekend and i'll see Liss for the first time in a year :D
Friends are awesome

Perfect ass man winked at me the other day on break and i almost grabbed him and ran for the mothers room, lol.
Not getting what you want sucks

Hopefully i'm getting my cat this weekend, they were born a few weeks ago, pretty white cat with blue eyes, and his name with be "chyen Chyen" i think it's chinese for Money:D
Pets are awesome

Yeah, my rant is done...

Tip Top Taps

SO, i needed more illegally downloaded music so i drove all the way to menomonie last night and spent the night @ Chris's. Played Halo, watched some eureka 7, downloaded music. Oh yeah.

But, then you think about it i'm in front of a screen for most of my week. Go to work, sit in front of the computer all day, go home, play on my laptop, or watch a movie, or play video games. When i'm in the car....yeah there to, i have my dashboard computer, and then i usually bring my laptop and integrate it into the car so i can play music of my itunes while i drive since my Ipod is totally SOL and broken (250$ down the drain).

oh hey! speaking of which i got a new blackberry today. (cellphone 3 for this year). Which is another screen i usually look at while with friends and texting at social gatherings. lol.


its the need to be connected and with it, that's causing my addiction -_-

Weekend Madness!

So...i love my guys friends, really i do. But, when three of them proposition you to blow them randomly when watching family guy freaks me out a little bit. Given, these guys are "straight" but not only that, two of them have g/f. Wtf?!. i Humbley declined, although i had me second thoughts on one, Clayton. bom chicka Wa Wa! Totally my type, Cute, tall, Man-Buff, and amazing lips, lol. No bootay for me.

One thing that really urked me though; i was extremely drunk at one point, and had passed out in Chris's bed. Maybe an hour or two later i wake up High and drunk off my ass. i look over and Geoff, Clayton, Kyle, and Chris are all toking up a LOT of weed. Enclosed space, lots of pot, contact high. No so pleased. But then again at the time i didn't really care b/c i was dunk and high without my consent. So i'm just laying there watching the TV and it's infomercials and i remember just laughing nonstop, no joke. NONSTOP. my abs hurt like a mo fo. Somehow Clayton ended up on top of me and we made out for a while...it was nice, very nice. Soft Lips. Hand placed softly left on my face, fan was on so it felt like we we're on the beach since the room temp was easily 98degrees. light tonguem kissed my neck and breathed on my ear. Clayton is a DAmn Fine kisser. Nothing happened, and it ended ubruptly when Geoff pushed Clayton off jumped off me and said right in my face "DUDE I GOT THE MUNCHIES LETS TO SO SA!!!"


lol...Now, i remember walking down the stairs, and then i'm sitting in the car, next thing i know i'm standing in front of the donut case looking at donuts. Then out of no where, some really drunk guy comes up to me, gives me the eyes, and ask's what i'm into. (WTf?). I gave him this puzzled look, and then he slurred saying "oooh nnvm man, i was meaning what kind of donut you like" then he had the nerve to put his arm around my shoulder. He wasn't that bad looking...for someone who's like 38. Chris came grabbed me a donut, pushed the fucker off me and escorted me to the Nachos, lol. Got back to Chris's highly made pizza bites, ate them, played halo, passed the fuck out.

Nothing to interesting the next day. Had a few drinks, played halo and Napped. it was Nice:D

Btw i'm getting pretty good @ Halo so watch out.

Army Boys Sex And Guns

SO, Mark took a corner to fast last night, slightly hit a fire hydrant then slid into a pole, lol. Raining, bald tires=boom. SO, Jenna's bd was last night:D Ben B, Larse, Kyle S, Erin, Jenna, Stacie, Karlyn and me, party party party! it was fun as hell too. Ben had tons of semi-automatic weapons in his car, as well as long range rifles...we had fun, and amazingly no one got shot, or noticible holes in my apartment, lol. My fav was the M16...hmm, pretty. Although, it was odd knowing that these weapons had actually been used in killing someone. (Ben's in special forces, Jenna's Airforce, Larse is Military). And, as i type Karlyn is with Ben at the Gun range letting a few off. lol.

White people....ton of beer...weapons of mass distruction, yeah it made for a good night.

Sex-Mark and Paul...lol, i know i wasn't going to sleep with Paul anymore, but it just kinda happened as Mark and i were busy. not going into details though. lol. Well, one-back porch and rain, lol.

I really need to switch out the music on my Blackberry, this shit is getting old -_-. "duuurty babe, you see these shackles baby i'm your slave, i'll let you whip me if i misbehave" lol, this is an old song.

Tonight-All the girls are going to club in the cities and getting a hotel, i'm going to Claytons party and hopefully Gus won't be there. Two power gays at one party isn't a good thing. Buuut, i have the advantage bc people like me a little better. lol, i'm not the one to hit on people and attempt to seduce them, whereas Gus tried getting anything with two or more legs in the sack. Oh, and it has to have a penis...lol. he's sick...really. i feel really bad for him though, be after sleeping with so many guys without condoms who knows what he has o_o....eew...


Ergh, time for work, yay?

Drunk Weekend

SO, from what i can remember from this past weekend, it's been pretty fun. Beer Pong (accept i don't drink beer so i played with liquer so i got fucked up real goot real fast), Halo, Testosterone, Beating Eachother up Randomly, getting really contact high and non-stop laughing for 2 hours....it's been fun.

I met Randy's Gf Mckenzie as well. Awesome girl, fun, caring, sweet, party animal, makes homemade potpies from scratch and damn they be good eatin' son. I've made plan's on kidnapping that girl and making her my slave cook. Slighty aquard seeing Randy...last time i saw him, i had sex with him on the very kitchen floor we we're both standing on. But still, fun:D.

Randy introduced me into this video that fucking changed my life forever... it's something called "bmepainolympics" or something? But, point in being it's the most sickest video i've ever seen online in my fucking life. First, its just some guy tying up his balls/dick and letting them turn blue, and at first i was like "oh, ok thats sick why am i watching this?" And then, the guy brings out a cutting board and put it under his scrotum. Not realizing what was about to happen next, the guy just whip's out this fucking meat cleaver and tries cutting his fucking balls off. blood, everywhere, tissue ripping being cut. And then he finally cuts testicles and everything off. i'm about to fucking hurl but i can't look away from the screen. Then he chops his dick off and i couldn't take it anymore and just walked away. i feel the need to apologize to my laptop for playing such a fucked up thing on it. Omg, it was bad...just bad....god i feel sick now.

Um...other details about this weekend. Hardly Ate, mostly drank. Although, i did have a packet of Ramen like 2 days ago, lol. May have done a few things with Ian. Clayton i'm pretty sure is Gay, or at least Bi. He offered to rub my shoulders while i was playing Halo, and he got really close to me a few times as i was just sitting there. I'm not going to complain, i was flattered, lol.

Got really high with Dan (karlyns older brother) the first night as everyone was passed out. hmm, he damn fiine. And he drive's a 3000GT...orgasm on wheels. Things have been weird between me and him since that one night @ my apartment when everyone spend the night, and he did that things with his hand, and gave me that look...lol. yeah...bom chicka wah wah. Paul won't stop calling me, sober lately thank god. As funny as the first drunken phone call with him saying "WHHHYY DON'T YOU LOVE ME?!?!" just answering the phone is a neucense with him.

ARgh...yeah, that's been my holiday weekend:D

Army Boys And Fast Cars

yeah last night was a good night. Rob had his shirt off all night...Army guy. (hot). muscles, and smooth. orgasm walking around, lol. Larse was freaking out about making a small rip in his jeans...i swear he bitches more about fucking up clothing then me. Karlyn, Jenna, Sama and Erin, all drunk and i'm the only sober one. SO, given around 1am i get a call from Mark (booty call), and i couldn't have said no, he's the replica of a Ken Doll...plus the penis. So, seeing as it was fairly warm and not to freezing, i took the convertible....bad idea. Fucking my Gucci sweater went flying out the back on clairemont! SO, some lucky bastard has my Gucci Sweater.
Got to Marks (btw i know this seems extremely shady of me, but Mark is Pauls roomate -_-, lol. but seeing as Paul and i were never together, and he was in Madison at the time it didn't count....riight? lol...dunno. Anyhoo. Wow when i got there it was overwhelming.
i walked into the front door, lights were off candles had been lite, he slams me into the door holds my hands forcefully over my head and feircly kisses me...DA
I may have a slight hickey on my shoulder. but damn it was hot. after making out with me for a few minutes he just bolts his hand into my pants and starts jerking me. Talented he is indeed. Jerking me, nipple play, and holding my hands above my head at the same time. Still on the front door he licked lower and lower, all out deepthroating. I could feel the head of my cock bending into the back of his throat, warm and moist.

needless to say that's how i came the first time. After letting loose, we make out more and then he guides me to the couch, will in my jeans and tee he pulls off my pants like a mad man throws up my legs and goes to TOWN! amazing rimjob/fingering action. goes at it for about 10 mins before saying "michael fuck me, right now" without time to think he jumps on me and starts riding me. Now, this was fucking hot bc of his pecks, 6 pack and ken doll muscle side bone things, glimmering in the candle lite room. i'm jerkin him, he's riding me more feirce with every second. i'm getting close again and he shouts at me "cum in my ass i'm going to cum" i could feel my cock ready to explode. i let loose in his ass and kept going, messy but hott. "I'm going to cum" he said in this quivering voice, i pull out wrap my lips around his cock and he came. huge load. and he falls over, instinctivly i start licking his nipples with dripping cum out of my mouth. And then we just sat there for abotu 10 mins not saying anything, nothing but heavy panting and coming down from sex high.

Yeah...it was much better sex with him then it was with Paul. Paul, i can only describe was "dead fish" that had to be told what to do during. Mark, know's what he was doing and he does it well. Almost to my relief my phone goes off and it's Karlyn. lol. i answer the phone and say "hey, i'm busy fucking Mark i'll all you back (click)" lol. it didn't even feel aqward talking to him afterwards. Nothing really important, i asked him what the sudden urgency was when i walked into the door. He replied with "i've been watching porn al day and i was wanting you"


AAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWW, how sweet and caring, lol.


Yes, so driving back to the party was a little hard O_o. Sex high-ness.

Got back to the party everyone started laughing at me. Rob, had his shirt off again, and kept asking me "did you take it? or ddi you give it? i'd answered him 4 times before he finally got it. then the kept grabbing my ass and pinching my nipples, and at one point he grabs my hips from behind and started dry humping me, lol. extremely odd since his g/f was standing right next to me. i have to wonder though, he kept making these eyes at me while standing behind Sam his g/f. They we're the drunk slutty eyes you get when you wanna make a pass at someone, lol.

Left the party with Karlyn in the convertible, she wasn't feeling very well and wanted to crash. LOL, so as a wake up method we had the smart idea of trying to top out the convertible. we got to 135mph on hwy53 to the mall, lol. It was fun:D

um, bought pizza, went back to my apartment pigged out, Jenna, Larse and Erin Eventually got here, we all talked and watched Stick it, and then finally passed out. *sigh* and that has been the past 18 hours folks....*sigh* and tonight (repeat) muahaha

Marriage

I think Pauls going to ask me to Merry him...and the delema i'm having is that i'm not in love with him. For the first time ever last night, he told me he loved me after we kissed and made out for an hour. I really didn't know how to repond...he layed his head on my chest and held my hand. Minutes past and he reached into his pocket and showed me a ring. He didn't say though "will you merry me" he said "will this fit?" and put it on my ring finger...needless to say it didn't fit and it was to small. trying to break the tension i replyed with "ooh, too bad" and laughed nervously. He laughed to, although i think i hurt him.

We never did sleep together last night, it was to much emotion and confusion being thrown around. I called my mom and she thought the situation was fucked up, and tried cheering me up by saying "well son, you alwasy said that you'd merry rich!" lol, loving mother. i know she was joking, but it hit a little deep. yes, for years i've been joking around about getting divorces and marrying for money. But, this whole situation happened. Paul is rather wealthy, esp with his parents Real Estate in London and apparently California as well.

"two AM and she calls me because i'm still awake, can you help me unravle my latest mistake, i dont love him"
-Anna Nalick

Paul Kensington

Good lay most of the time. I've been seeing Paul for just over a year now? like usual, we started out as friends, and then like most gay relationship/booty calls, one drunken night it got pretty heavy and i ended up having sex with him on his kitched counter while halve him roomates we're passed out in the joining living room. lol, adventurous i know.

He thinks of us as together, reguardless if i tell him we are not. I'm not sure what to do O_o.



Ergh...this whole adult life thing blows -_-

Drunken Rage

Saw someone most hated this weekend at at party. Needless to say we got into a fight, and i won. lol.
Chris and Karlyn are not together anymore....and i'm caught in the middle hearing eachothers stories over and over. different sides everytime, different outcomes of certain events....just weird. And hard bc i love them both O_o.

and i dunno O_o. Can't wait to get paid on friday. TOTALLY spending it all on things i dont need and valleyfair, lol. yay for three paychecks a month :D

yay for 63,000$ Cars

Summary of last night:

Drunken Waterstreet, parking on someone's doorstep 3 inches away from the actual door, street racing eclipse vs mercedes slk 500, rebound guy, 85 in a 35, that guys name actually is Brandon, Asshole rent-a-cops.

*sigh* now, this morning:
sleeping for 2 hours, perkins, starbucks, car shopping, carwash, Mall, shopping, Driving like idiot teenagers with the top down, 20 mins nap before work at 3 for an 8 1/2 hour shift.

After work/weekend plans/summary:
Get to chris'c ASAP, DRINK!, DRINK! sleep, eat, iron man, DRINK, DRINK, Drink, drink, pass out, stay passed out...and thats' as far as i gots O_o

Get It By Your Hands

obsessive about this song much? lol. This song is from Eureka7. It's Trance, and it's just....addictive. I Can't Stop listening to it.

Rebecca asked me the other night (i'm trying to hook up rebecca and Dan) and the phonecall went like this:

R-HEY is Dan bi?
M-No, not as i know although he does dress really gay sometimes, and he looks really gay.
R-DamN!
m-why do you say damn?
R-Because i want a man who's willing to play with other men...and me at the same time
M-oh dear
R- (heavy sigh) i guess we don't live in a perfect world where all the men are bi, it's a shame
M-well see, i think thats' only america. In england it's the Norm
R-HEY! thats the difference! i need to start an england society-basis-thing here!!!
M-oh dear


YAY for tax returns:D

Dangers Of Driving

Headed back to Menomonie this morning, i was attempting to pass a school bus, and became frustrated/worried. Mainly because, one this school bus was going 85mph, secondly the roads weren't the greatest bc of the rain, and thirdly the bus was full of what appeared to be elementry or early middle school children. Translation, my kids are never going to be using public school transportation.

I've seen the ambulance in service three times within a 5 hour period today alone O_O. First time, driving on 93 to london, and i saw into the back of the ambulance and they were ressusatating someone with those shock pad things. Secondly, UWEC campus for some reason. And then a third time on London before work zooming by on clairmont...HEY! i'm learning EC streets, go me.

my BlackBerry, hasn't been working to it's full performance lately, and its be routing calls right to the voicemail...this concern's me a tad bit O_O.

So the heartfelt blog about Gus is now completely clouded by a bit of jealousy/anger b/c he slept with Billy...Yeah, i'm not going to go into to though, i'll just get frustrated.